bluefire313

Years have gone by since I joined this site and I still use it to show ppl my art or just look at pretty things other ppl post. The other day I started painting again..... my first pic was a success but the following attempt sits behind my bird cage at a reminder of what I don't like about it. Too long between doing anything made me forget how to make a good background and from there it was a disaster. An up site is that I now know I can put my line drawings in paint and they still look ok.... but the effort from doing so made my back hurt for rather a while. So deviant art one day I wont be lazy... and i'll post my pieces on here (however c

Things only seem to get worse because now we have something to compare it to and we don't fully remember the hell of going through the last batch of bull. Money issue can be the source of problems but they are rarely the solution. Take time out, stop think if I could do anything I want right now (that does not hurt anyone and would be something that would make me happy...not revenge or anything alike) what would I do, then do it! While doing it relish in the lack of bad. Maybe even relish in the happyness. Do this when you feel at your lowest and remember it. It is easier to remember the bad, but the good and the average alway get forgotten.

Well i'm taking next year off uni to work so I can get a place to live.....in other words I will have more time to do art and be here :)...if anyone cares... So I hope to put some more art up but it will take some time :D